Excuse the language but I'm a bit pissed off. Especially these days, I don't get too angry about my illness. I've dealt with it. But I'm allowing myself to be just a little ticked right now.
I'm getting sick- as in a cold - as in no matter what the heck I do, it will turn into a sinus infection.
Please don't give me advice on how to avoid that. I know it all. And it used to work for me... BEFORE I was on these damn immunosuppressants. My white blood cell count is too low. Like WAY too low.
I guess I should "count my blessings" or whatever that it hasn't been worse. I mean, theoretically I could end up hospitalized with some infection because of my lack of immune system.
But instead of counting my blessings, I'm just going to give myself some angry time. I really don't have time or space in my life to be sick (who does??). It doesn't fit in my plans.
Damn immunosuppressants.
